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2007-02-28T01:26:00.000-08:00

I swear i need to start reading more english novels and listen to more jazzy songs.
You see i have this boring life where all that i do after school is to sleep and eat and by the time i wake up at 8, the tv would be calling me.So malek gave me this excellent plan to occupy this boring life of mine.

GO LIBRARY!!!!!

It did occur to me that it has been month since i last went to the library to study and i mean really study.Maybe i should start going ehy. Ohwells, we'll see ok syaz
If only english phrases and words were as easy as memorising lyrics. Somehow or rather i feel really dumb around my work friends. I feel the need to memorise the whole of the oxford dictionary and also the vocab book in order to spit out bombastic words to them.
Well school did mention that one way to improve on your english is to read other ppl's blog. Well school, u would have to think again.

Now i have this urge to study maths until my brain cannot tahan anymore

and nobody noes of the reopening of my blog

2005-08-21T03:26:00.000-07:00

so yesterday's kaleidoscope was awesome
i enjoyed every minute of it
the performance was also great
u rock the stage shaf
and the dance was fab too
i esp like the finale
so afta dat took a lot of pics
mcm celebrity mana gitu eh
wahuahuahua
den off to esplanade
it was kindda weird coz dere wasn't a lot of ppl dere
as dat place is soo callled one of the hot spots to hang out
sit and crap for awhile den took the mrt to kembangan
elnah's dad pick us up with this huge bus
mcm nak gi mana gitu sak
padahal kat dlm cuma 6 org jek
slept over at firi's house
bought some dougnuts on the way to her house
my feet was almost asleep
yah2 im sure urs too were sleeping fir
so like we watch dis movie
love dun cost a thing
i'll give it 5 popcorns
slept at nearly 4
and now here i am at home
bored as always
and yah the pics are uploaded at firi's bloggie

2005-08-17T04:16:00.000-07:00

ALRITE I STILL HAVE NO FREAKIN IDEA WHAT TO WEAR FOR THE DRAMA NITE DIS SATURDAY
FIRII AND IRAA HAVE ALL PLAN UP ON WHAT TO WEAR AND IM STILL CLUELESS
ANYWAYS MOVING ON
I WAS SOO PISSED OF AT THESE SEC4 LIBRARIAN
HONESTLY SHE HAD NO RESPECT FOR US AT ALL
FIRHANAH ASNAN SEMPAT KELUAR LIBRARY JUST TO LET OUT HER ANGRY
I FELT LIKE KICKING HER NATURAL BORN WHITE ASS AND THROW HER OFF FROM THE HIGHEST BUILDING DAT I CUD EVER FIND
LALALA
OK DERE GOES MY CRAP
AND IVE DECIDED TO COOK MACARONI AND CHEESE FOR MY PRACTICAL TEST
CONFIRM KITCHEN TERBAKAR
OK2 IM EXAGERATING
OKAY DATS ALL FOR TODAY

2005-08-06T09:55:00.000-07:00

im soo bored
i didn't go out the whole day
msn is soo boring
and
piercing is very addictive
honest!

2005-07-28T04:16:00.000-07:00

halooo
so like i did dis movie
based on my life lah
and im super proud of myself
ryte...
i wasted two whole days on the computer doin it u noe
so must give me some credit lah
anyways my sis gave me dis mango top which her fren bought from london
so like thank you so so so so much
yah and racial harmony day is tomollow
hmmmm
im excited
hehhe
aite sayonara

2005-07-25T06:55:00.000-07:00

Like can i just say
the computer world is gettin super boring
honestly super2 boring
i thot of deleting dis blardy blog
and my frenster account
ask my dad to throw the computer
buy for me a karaoke box
much better
lalala ah sia
anyways
hmmmm
beyonce is super gorgeous lah
and do u realise hot guys look like gays
wakakaka
kk dah start mengarut aku
alrite ciao

2005-07-21T06:49:00.000-07:00

today
bad day totally
first of all chem test was crap
the debate sux
and also funny
and we didn't get the medal for the cross country
cinoneh tul
lari penat2 sampai kat depan
abeh tak menang paper
cinabeh
anyways before anything else
i just wanna wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER..YANA
she just turned 22
dah tua sak
tapi taknak kahwin2
and last of all the purpose of me writing dis post is to share wif u guys smth i found in frenster
which every guy in the world shud read

Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind. If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings. Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.Love her for who she is. Don't even think about changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities. She's special & she will stay that way. You change any part of her, you'll change her forever. Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.Love whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treassure her. She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love. So love her guys, not play with her.Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever. If you're with her, love her. Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all. Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be. I've been there & I know how it feels.Don't expect perfection from her. She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.Like another girl while you're in a relationship? Then I think it's time you remain single for a while. Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you want her to tell you everything, do the same. Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way? Be faithful, enough is enough.Socialise only when you're single. You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams. Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.It never kills to be romantic. Think, be flexible. Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her. Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you. Something sweet & simple always get the job done. Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day. Love her as if each day is the last.Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached guys. Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart. Isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY.Promise her & make sure you never break it. Swear to her & make sure you keep it. Pledge your love to her & her alone.Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to. Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it. That's love. Give her your heart, your life, your everything.Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises. But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die. It her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don't leave her once you've won her love. Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death. If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise. Win her heart & love her over. Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display, she's someone to love, not to show off to your "friends". Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you. Respect her for the way she is, never despise her & never mistreat her, never even think of toying with her...

2005-07-18T06:20:00.000-07:00

ok so i was like inside this webbie
all u have to do is write your name
and they will predict your future job
and guess wad i got????
syazana, Your ideal job is a Alien investigator.
coolness
ive always wanted to meet an alien
wakakakkaka
ok dats all for today
lalalallallaa

2005-07-16T08:39:00.000-07:00

ok first of all i juz wanna say
HAPPY BIRHDAY TO JUFFANDI AND MOHD AIDIL
second of all
THE FIREWORKS AT ESPLANADE WAS FABOLOUSO
third of all
IM REALLY TRYING INCRESINGLY HARD TO TRY AND FORGET YOU
fourth of all
TO U GIRLS JUZ FORGET BOUT THE WHOLE MATTER OK..JGN KALI KALAU TAKNAK PERGI KOL SIANG2 JGN BUAT KITA TUNGGU MCM BDK BODOH
and fifth of all
I LOVE MY DAY TODAY :D

2005-07-14T06:00:00.000-07:00

alright the new template is up
thank you so much firhanah asnan for the help
and i noe the font colour is a lil bit hard to read so im gonna make the necessary changes
anyways school has been ok
im packed wif a lot of test next week
anyways moving on
i brought a new tee
at onli $15
it was on discount and like the actual price is like $30+
so worth it lah
and mango nyer baju gonecase
sebabtu lah murah
and im like soo broke rite now
i didn't even buy anything for nuli's birthday
and she's always buying me presents every year
now i feel so bad
lalallalal
ok so now im confused whether to join the debate team or not
mrs lai has been buggin me to join
haiyoh
and ppl
wassup wif those off shoulder long sleeve shirts and long pearls
ppl who wear dat shud like be sued
no offence lah
but dat is soooo three fingers
ok i think dats enuff for today
thank you

2005-07-03T07:30:00.000-07:00

alright
since im like freakin bored rite now
i shall update my blog
so i was reading the paper dis morning
talking bout dis girl who pose nude for her blog
her english was fuckin excellent though
but then the whole nude thingy sort of brought such a fuss
kind of degrading her self esteem ya noe
but she was all dat im-tired-of-what-you-see-is-wat-you-get
so like who cares rite
anyways moving on
me and da girls have decided to spent our free time wisely
from now on we shall start being more active and start exercising
wow wad an excitement
lallaa
ok so wads next
hmmmm
ok so like we found out
that a lot of ppl do hate us
i mean some even labelled us as 'mean girls' and others 'whores'
wow are we really that bad
i mean i do enjoy being a bitch at times
ya noe just bitching bout ppl who so needs some fashion advice
but deres a better side of me
like honestly
so if u like wanna hate us
i just wana say thank you for making us the centre of your attention
lalallalalala
my mum just quit her job recently
and she is like celebratin like hell
i didn't noe ppl can get really happy when they quit their job
so like lastly
i want you to noe
ur my safest place to hide
wateva dats means
alrite ppl
till we meet again

2005-07-01T01:26:00.000-07:00

like helooo ppl
ok im like always wif dat phrase
so like im at firhanah asnan house
wow
btw i love dis song
sexy bebey
lalalalal
ok sayonara

2005-06-20T09:47:00.000-07:00

heloo heloo
helo again
and heloo
helooooo
a big heloo
and helooo again
wakakkakakaka
ok my bro gave me his phone
thank you thank you
i lup u my brother
anyways today is my brother birthday
soo....
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MOHD MUZZAMMIL BTE MOHD RAFID
may u use the $50 dad gave u wisely and blanja me
ok2
today went to marina square
took stupid pic
wakkaka
honestly
aite2 tomorow have remedial
wow im goin back to skool afta a long holiday
hmmmm
ok2
wed goin swimming and sleeping over firi's house again
syazana just loves it
lalala
ok so long and gudnite

2005-06-13T08:03:00.000-07:00

wow its like been days since i last updated
ive been like goin out these few days
anyways
malaysia was great
i did some shopping
not a lot
too bad though
and the branded stuff there are like much more expensive in singapore
and my dad was shopping like dere's no tomorrow
honestly
he shud like spare me some of those money
hehehe
so like sunday i was out wif my dear firii
bought the m card
free incoming call
WORTH IT
like at last i can talk all day long on my phone
hahahaha
den today went out wif firii elnah and ira
it was fun though
saw quite a lot of famous faces
and may i say dat dennis keller
is DROP DEAD GORGEOUS
like omg she looks better in person
urmmm and we took a few pics
as usual
like okayy ppl
i need to take a bath

2005-06-08T10:13:00.000-07:00

Now i noe how hard is it to live without ur hp
its like i had to play hide and seek wif my dear nuli just now
my prepaid was like zero
and she can't contact me
and we end up goin to different places
like how pathetic is dat
oh well
so like im off to kl tomorrow
im so like gonna shop till i drop
like honestly
im gonnna go crazy
so dun miss me too much okay ppl
hehe
oh yar
did i mention dat the guy from rooster is like OMIGOD
HOTNESS!!!!
and my three lovely gerlfwends from swiss are like coming to singapore
i miss them sooo much
im so gonna be their tourguide
hmmmmm
and like im sleepin over massi house on mon wif nuli
and as usual we're gonna like go kacau org memotek
u see my life is like the same routine
i do the same thing everytime
ok so lets see
i finally realise dat during ur teenage years
u shud like fuckin enjoy urself
so no more guys for me
like honestly we girls need to start partying
hmmm enuff said
im off to bed
wow dat rhymes
haha
aligatoh samitaichi

2005-06-07T09:30:00.000-07:00

yesterday was like
superb
wonderful
had a kinf of slumber party
syazana finally managed to sleep over firhanah asnan house
ok firi i dunnoe why
but im beginning to love ur father's name
hahahhaha
ok so like
we watched lotsa movies continuously
and like madagasca was really funny
like honestly
i love to move it move it
dat extract is like gonna be so hot this season
wah mcm fashion gitu eh
so like we slept ard 4+
and my eyes are killin me rite now
we were goin round eastpoint wif our eyes half open
and we were walkin like someone who hasn't walked for yearss
like i noeee
and finally elnah is coming back tomorrow
like i misss her so much
ok enuff for today

ehem ehem
note to self:
1.do not be anti-social(i noe firi)
2.save up money for like lotsa stuff
3.try to stay home more hehehe...
4.GET THAT GUY OFF MY blardy MINd

That's all for today
thank you

2005-06-05T09:10:00.000-07:00

like for the first time
i feel so bad for being really honest to someone
eventhough i noe im the innocent one
yesh u got dat right
urmm like back to the topic
maybe i kind of over reacted about the whole situation
u noe right girls
they tend to get emotional at times
so to dat someone out dere
u noe who u r
if ur reading this
pls stop giving the stranger kind of feeling towards me
and pls start talking to me
coz i kindda miss talkin to u
honestly but dere's no obligations aite
if u choose to have the way it is now
den im fine wif it
dun talk to me den
ok so looong and gudnight

2005-06-04T09:13:00.000-07:00

like heloo pppl
im like dying of boredome
ive been at home like for the past two days
doing nth at home
ok so likeee
i wanna watch monster in law
real badly
and also mr and mrs smith
oklah its like 12.17 am now
im waiting for my dear firi to be online
so laterz

2005-05-31T23:53:00.000-07:00

like heloo people of the earth
i mishh my computer so much
finally its ok rite now
so like alot have been happening
my friendship wif firi and ira is like ruined
thanxs alot to dat special someone
im havin problems wif my family
so like who cares rite
i gtg
bubye

2005-04-27T07:54:00.000-07:00

i miss my dear irashikin
hope she gets better
and ppl hear dis out
FIRHANAH BTE ASNAN
FROM DUNMAN SECONDARY
IN CLASS 3H
WHO LIVES IN BEDOK
DECLARES HERSELF AS MS SEXY & STRONG
CAN SOMEBODY FIND ME A SPECIAL PLACE TO PUKE

2005-04-25T02:28:00.000-07:00

marilah bergoyang
marilah bergoyang
wakakakkakaka
im so freakin addicted to dat song
and i always irritate firi about how hot the new ruffdge guy was
its true u noe
can't deny the fact
anyways back to the real world
im sooooo gonna miss my dear cutie pie
PE teacher
its like today is the last lesson
he's leaving this friday
hmmmm
sobx sobx
neways pe was extra fun today
we won two rounds
and i shout like hell
so like today is like soooo fuckin hot
or rather blazing hot
i wonder wad is the temperature today
like i dun even have the mood to study
and we had three tests today
like how 'lucky' are we
i just hope i pass my chemistry
so like english
the whole freakin class went to the toilet
cher was like
"did u all went for an excursion to the toilet"
hahaha
and i did not even do any homework
wonder wad ive been doin for the weekend
tu lah kluar2
i got till today to complete my english
ya2
who cares rite
and my ex sound me patch
wat an ass
no brainer
so like exams are next week
gotta start flipping thru my books rather then magazines
hahahaha
and this mon is a public holiday
like yeahness to dat
i think dis is rather long enuff
so laters

2005-04-23T09:15:00.000-07:00

ok so like my eyes is currently really irritating
hmmmmm
ok2
so went out wif elnah
go town
we saw many weird ppl today
like seriuzly
i can't recall how many i saw
ok sooo like
me and elnah have a new phrase
'cinta itu buta'
hahahha
i noe2
like who fuckin cares rite???
and there were like soo many ppl asking us for donations
eh2 muka kita ni muka kaya per sia
and and and
we bought this perfume
nica lah the smell but not worth it ah
afta dat went to esplanade
saw firi and fandi
i cud just the see how happy my dear firi was
hahahahha
ok so like afta dat we went home
and i saw the wat shoe ah in suria
the new ruffedge guy is like sooo hot
i noe2
ok so like dats alll
thankkkk you

2005-04-21T02:10:00.000-07:00

dat fuckin gurame shud just fuckin die
like seriuzly
muka mcm gurame
sikit2 call parents
bodoh nak mampus
dahlah tua
step lawa
kecik2 taknak mampus
dah besar menyusahkan org
like im outta words rite now

2005-04-19T04:04:00.000-07:00

booo
anyone scared???
ok cool
so like today
when i was like on the way to school
and i was like in the bus
and dis apek was like tokin to me
and im like
okayyyyy apek world peace
so like enter the classroom
mr teo was like
syazana u need to buck up on ur studies
its goin down the drain
and i went blur
ok so like
afta skool had remedial
den went detention
like stupid sia
becoz of one stupid thing also go detention
so like i seriuzly need tuition
can anybody recommend me one???
and and and
tomorrow is half day again
like yeahness to dat
but but but
im so dun wanna go for sports day tomorrow
i got betta things to do u noe
den sit down dere watching ppl running
ok soo likeeee
FIRHANAH ASNAN
THREE FINGERS TO YOU
EH
NO NO NO
FIVE FINGERS TO YOU
ok so likeee
dats all i have to say
urmm urmm
bye

2005-04-17T04:50:00.000-07:00

ok so like
my neighbour is whistling
like really loud
and it is like really irritating
kalau sdap takpa
menyakitkan telinga aku jek
so urmmm
urmmmm
urmmm again
and urmmm
im gettin pretty bored rite now
and hungry
ok gdnite

2005-04-16T08:22:00.000-07:00

like heloo
heloo
heloooo
heloo again
and helooooo
ok so urmmmm
went out wif firi
watch dat somata or somara i forgot the tittle
byk suspend lah
but not so scary
i give it onli 3 popcorns lah
ok so like
firi was not her usual self
its like im always crazier den her
but dis time its otherwise
seriuzly i felt like ripping out her guts
hahahhahaa
i guess dats becoz she miss juffandi too much lah
u seee lah
guys
no feelings one
kita perempuan bukan mainan tau
so wateva actions u take
pls for the love of god
consider about our feelings too ok
ok thank you
so like ariffin is currently anoying me
like dude
stop wif the nudging

2005-04-12T03:58:00.000-07:00

like why do ppl like to make stupid assumptions
which are soo not true
and end up hurting ppl
so like today
chem was interesting
and i had a gd time wif priya
gossiping bout stuffs
and her ex
hahaaa
sooooooo
i seriuzly felt diff today
i dunnoe why
and my leg still hurts
bodoh lah u kasut
tomorow got napha
which is soo wat im not looking forward to
ok so like dats all
thank you

2005-04-11T03:18:00.000-07:00

soo firhanah bte asnan neva come to skool today
seriuzly today is like sooo freakin boring
like all the periods
even chemistry
nasib baik lah si soyabean tak dtg
and my freakin leg hurts
thanxs to my shoes
afta dat go see the malay debate
mepek2
satu benda haram pun aku tak faham
and and and
im sad
becoz of smth
nvm
sooo ok bye2

2005-04-09T08:02:00.000-07:00

like helooo again
im so fuckin sleepy rite now
but still
nvm
sooo today went to escape wif firi elnah athirah ali afin asyraf and bla bla bla
free mah
so go lah sia
singaporeans
biasalah kiasu kan
ali and asyraf gone case
and yes me and asyraf have a new dictionary coming out soon
so buy ah
conform sold out
i noe ali will be the first one to buy
haha okayyy
so the freakin rides
eh2 cepat oi nak tunggu naik
sempat tidur sak
den3 went home ard 8+
okayyy so i broke up wif u
yes i did
padan muka ko setan
noe u noe how it feels like to be dump
sapa suruh main2 ngan perasaan pompuan
bodoh2
ok gdnite
i need to sleep

2005-04-07T04:36:00.000-07:00

juz now was seriuzly funni
acap aka 50 cent
ali aka tupac
like seriuzly
dua2 gone casre
bebual yer2
and me and ira labelled them as the mickey mouse club
ya i noe
and acap aka 50 cent dance to the song 1 2 step
like how pathetic was dat
i guess his coach from the mickey mouse club taught him dat
hahahhaha
ok sooooo
i juz wanna tell everybody dat im doin better now
hmmm interesting
so like urmmm
juz wanna tell you
i noe its juz been days
im not really seriuz in dis relationship
im realli sori
i guess i still love the other guy
i need time
i realli appreciate u caring bout me
but still
im sori
dats all ppl
thank you

2005-04-06T01:04:00.000-07:00

ok so like watsup wif ppl being around me being attach
i mean like half of the farkin class is attach
wad the
and like dere's two couples in my class
boo lah
ni zaman org bercinta kepe sak
and i feel so sorry for namirah
hope she feels better
so like hip hip horray
my life is still empty
i noe
bye2

2005-03-25T06:56:00.000-08:00

u broke my heart
real bad
i never want to fall in love again

2005-03-23T03:16:00.000-08:00

school was weird just now
my eyes are killin me
so people do care for me after all
hahhaa
okayyyy
so
firi and ira were drooling over a SMALL KID
i vote for world peace
and we played the playground
it was super fun
we fought wif small kids
super funny
laugh also cannot sia
bodoh bodoh
so friday is public holiday
planning to go sentosa wif the girls
hmmmmmmmmmmmm
i vote for world peace again
ok soooooo
im tryin very hard
stilll tryin
and tryin
and i miss him
get it
you
do you get it
you
yes you
if nth is ever gonna happen
den tell me
so dat i won't feel like a fool
waiting for you
ok get me
thank you
thank you

2005-03-11T04:44:00.000-08:00

hmmmm
so halooo
meanwhile when im gone this week
im gonna miss you firi ira
and you
and you tooo
and all of you
okayyyyy
and im gonna miss you especially

bddkf

2005-03-03T07:15:00.000-08:00

tham tham tham tham tham tham lalalalalalalala
watch shark tale den u noe wat i mean
Ok so now
FIRHANAH IS CURRENTLY THE LAMEST PERSON I HAD EVER KNOWN
yesh fir
RIGHT AT YOUR FACE!!
do u noe who i am
do u noe who i am
im da don
bold!bold!bold!
nananananana
can't touch dis
ok dat bus girl can be a clown'
yeah
bye

2005-02-28T06:03:00.000-08:00

Here I am
Looking in the mirror
An open face, the pain erased
Now the sky is clearerI can see the sun
Now that all is said and done
There you are
Always strong when I need you
You let me give
And now I live, seriously and protected
With the one I will love
After all is said and done
I once believed that hearts were made to bleed
But now I'm not afraid to say
I need you so stay with me

halo2

2005-02-18T00:23:00.000-08:00

im so freakin lazy to update
so im just gonna write a few words of wisdom
to inspire all my readers
hahahahahahahahha
now dat is funny
so afta skool accompanied fir and ira for their detention
matthew was dere tooo
as usual we talk crap
and i keep sayin to him
matthew take these two markers and swing it from side to side
so yada3
and to you
im tired of waiting alrite

peace

2005-02-12T01:42:00.000-08:00

ive change a lil here and dere
and i lurve dis song
-the end-

haluuu2

2005-02-11T21:58:00.000-08:00

haluuuuu
so yesterday went to ira house
we cooked mee goreng
veri funny sia
the freakin cloth got burned
haha
thanxs to me
den watch the new blue videos
lee was sooo fuckin cute
he dance to the song cheeky girls
seriuzly dia gelek oi
den watch the stand up as ppl
he loook so seriuz there
but he wass soo much hotter
oklah enuff bout lee
ive been updatin too much about lee sampai yahoo pun kluar oi
afta dat we sang a medley of songs
whitney houstan semua kluar sak
so as wat firi said
look out for our medley album out in stores soon
den followed firi go to fatin's house
so on the freakin way there
we saw HIM
im like so shocked y da hell was he wif those ppl
hahahah
firi was like callin him
and im like wad the fuck
so aku jln dulu lah
den he msg me at nite
i was like sooo freakin happy
hahahahahha
kk so later on at nite im goin to my dad's concert
at victoria theatre hall if im not wrong
yeah2 lookin forward to dat
and tomorrow gotta buy some valentines gift
neways ira bought us dis cute frame
haha thanxs soo much
so peace out

florine..

2005-02-08T22:26:00.000-08:00

urmm urmmm
yesterday was superb
went out wif ira anf firi to bugis
its like been a few months since we took neoprints
coz i realise dat its such a waste of money
but its no harm if u onli do it once in a while
ok2
so we saw dis guy
from denmark if im not wrong
and he's like sooooooo freakin hot
he has those lips and eyes which are similar to lee ryans'
we took a picture wif him
look at my frenster account yah if u wanna see him
his name was florine
and whenever he talk to us
he kept on smilling and laughing
smilling and laughing
smilling and laughing
and he looksss soooo cute
and im at my melting point alreadi
so enough of dat
went back to tm
played at the arcade
i seriuzly felt like a 5 yr old
but it wass so much fun
shld spent my money there nxt time
hahaha
afta dat went to the airport
read the post below to noe more
so toodles

weeee

2005-02-08T02:25:00.000-08:00

ok im like at the airport wif firi
waiting fir ira to come
which is like in a few HOURS
and we have no freakin money
and my stomach dah start berbunyi oi
neways today outing was great
fantastic
marvellous
putolele
maboh
excellent
the best eva
compared to the rest
i'll update on dat later
so for now
ciao
one more thing
I LURVE FLORINE(he's a cutie pie)

2005-02-07T03:47:00.000-08:00

im bored wif life
whose wif me?
hands anyone......

abababab

2005-02-07T03:10:00.000-08:00

like who fuckin cares if ur first account is full
dun have to tell the whole contigent lah sia
ok2
i passed my chemistry test
yeahness
ira and firi came to my house
watch the guilty concert
shout shout shout
now i got no voice
we hit each other
got pillow fight sumemore
and for the last time
LEE RYAN IS SOOOO HOT!!!
sha got her one minute of fame
hahahha
we were like idiots jumping around
low iq mah
and and and
at last he noes who i am
im like gonna cover my face everytime i see him
so tomorrow half day
yeahness to dat
and ppl happy valentine's day in advance
yeah2 i noe its like nxt week
and dat girl if i hear another of ur oops
im seriuzly gonna take ur guts out
i noe its impossible
but but but
i like to eat
ok im seriuzly out of topic
kk happy chinese new year
and did i mention dat lee ryan is hot(eyes rolling)

wah2

2005-02-05T06:47:00.000-08:00

boooo
ok2 so i just got the guilty live in wembley concert
thank you so much bro
I LUV YOU
wakakakkaa
so like dis is the best b'day eva
wateva i wanted
the bought it for me
so i saw stephanie pictures wif lee
it got me thinking
maybe its better off to see him happy
so LEE if ur readin dis i hope u r happy wif dat stephanie aite
thamam ah like as if lee akan baca eh wakakakka
so like i stayed home the whole day
just chatted wif asyraf
oklah ppl
amigos

boo

2005-02-03T02:34:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum semua manusia
okay dat felt kindda weird
so today since we had no plans after skool
me firi and ira decided to be good little angels and went for our cca
which we RARELY go for
we had our first pottery lesson which was so much fun
my hands were all covered wif clay
so the next step was to wipe it on ira's and firi's uniforms
hahaha
we learned so much stuff
and now my skirt is really dirty form all the work we had done
see i told you we were good+hardworking angels
afta dat went back home
its been like three days since we had any homeworks
so before they throw us wif more homeworks
syazana u must enjoy ur free time
okay how lame am i..
bababababa
still finding a new template
but for now nothing has attracted my eyes
and abt juliyana post
hmmm
i kindda disagree abt choosin frens becoz of the way they look
im blessed wif two of the most wonderful beshfwen
and i luv dem to bits
okay now ppl its singing time
baba black sheep have u any wool
yes sir yes sir three bags full
kk shhhhhh!

abibubabaehud

2005-02-02T02:34:00.000-08:00

helo2
sori for not updatin for some time
so had chemistry and geography test just now
ma'am kindda threaten us to pass
she wants us to score at least a b3
if not we will be facing her face after school for 5 hrs everyday
yeah2
so the paper was quite hard
and worst still she didn't gave us enuff time
so there were some questions that i left blank
im like crap!
nampaksa fail
so geography test
i can gurantee u dat i will fail
didn't even study for the test
and guess wat ppl?
my new favourite subject is home economics
hahahhaha
weird rite
so afta school went to fir's house
watch the indonesia movie
the guy is sooooo hot
a very nice story wif a happy ending
i wonder y can't my life have a happy ending
so bla3
reached hom abt 6+
still got some research to do for home econ
yeah2
gogogagga
im outz-

2005-01-29T08:34:00.000-08:00

sometimes its really hard to let go of dat someone
eventhough u noe dat deep inside it hurts u a lot
the situation just force you to in order for you to move on
but u noe dat maybe if u give it a chance,it will work out
have you ever felt like giving up because you just cud not wait any longer
the guilt dat u feel because u did not tell him the truth
the possibilities u cud have had wif him just came crashing down
how you are filled wif lots of regrets
thinking whether u had made the right decision
or if u just had put in a little more effort den things will work out the way u wanted

i may not have you
but deep down inside im still in love wif you

boooo

2005-01-28T02:05:00.000-08:00

okayzzzzz
so school was normal
assembly was dead boring
bought some stationery after school
you see some ppl think im veri poor coz i dun even have an eraser
and i have to borrow namirah's pen everyday
so as we were walkin walkin walkin at the interchange
as usual we were standing in the middle of the world thinking where to go
and dis fugly-rumah roboh-looking girl gave comments abt us
siallah kalau jambu takpe lah
muka babi lagi lawa sak
but den who cares
BITCHES-their life are full of emptyness
i do pity dem at times
den went home straight cos we didn't had any plans
back home ira called
as usual i was shouting and laughing
all becoz of blue
so we have a bunch of homeworks to do and we are packed wif a lot of tests next week
abeh ada hati mak aku nak ajak gi kl besok
so aligatoh simitaichi!

happy b'day to me!!!

2005-01-26T01:44:00.000-08:00

Wat a day!
Neways thanxs firi and ira for the presents
I really appreciate it a lot
And ira dun worry too much bout the present ok
Coz its da thought dat counts
So thanxs guys! luv you lots
After school i was realli planning to run
I was suppose to play hide and seek
But thanxs to firi and ira
I got caught
I knew they were planning to saboh me
So as i was trying to avoid dem
Someone(i forgot who) campak flour kat aku
followed by afin asyraf ira firi ali suhaidi and was juffandi included?
Ya ya thanxs a lot guys
Looking forward to take revenge ya
And i look so freakin dirty
Skirt baju semua putih siul
Even my bloody face mcm letak bedak bertapak gitu
But i do appreciate u guys wishin me aite
So i forced firi and ira to send me home cos i ain't goin home alone lookin like dat
Watched chucky wadeva seed tah i dun remember the tittle
One word!disgusting
But i'll give it onli 3 popcorns lah cos i dun realli understand it
One thing though im kindda sad cos he did not wish me
I dun even noe if he noes today is my b'day
ahhh bla bla bla
So till here
HAPPY B'DAY TO ME!!!HEHEHHE....

yeahness-

2005-01-25T03:54:00.000-08:00

Today english lesson was great
Went to the computer lab
So as usual we were floodin each others tagboard
hahahhahaha
My homework is not done yet
Not dat much though
So syaz take ur time
And you you you!
I noe dat ur life is too dreadful but dun put me into it aite
Wat an ass
so yada yada yada
Tell dat guy go to hell
Im goin to play hide and sick tomorrow
Boo you whore!

2005-01-23T07:17:00.000-08:00

Blue's Lee Ryan may be currently loved-up with on-off girlfriend Stephanie Martinez, but he's still using his classic chat-up lines with the ladies. The singer tried his luck with a female guest at a tsunami fundraising event at Brick Lane restaurant Kitchen on Thursday night. "He walked up to this girl and asked her: 'What star sign are you?'" says our source. "She couldn't stop laughing, it was such a ropey old line. She said she was Capricorn and he replied: 'They're meant to be sensible but you're crazy.' He's meant to be a bit of a mover, but it was all a bit cheesy!"

Some rumours about Lee and his new girlfriend Stefanie Martinez appeared in the Net again. Some newspaper reported that Lee and Stefani got married in South Africa about one week ago. They had similar rings on their fingers, so some people think it's true. But I think it's another rumour. Lee is very popular guy in the UK, so it is normal to read about things like this one. I can write again. Until Lee will say it, do not believe in it!

READ DAT GUYS!READ IT!Y IS LIFE SO CRUEL?BUT WITHOUT FULL EVIDENCE I WON'T BELIEVE IT!YAH2 RITE NOW U PPL WUD BE THINKING HOW PATHETIC I CAN BE..SO BE IT..I DUN GIVE A SHIT!DATS ME AND U JUST HAVE TO PUT UP WIF DAT.

arghhh!!!

2005-01-22T01:58:00.000-08:00

Ok im so freakin piss rite now
I mean how cruel can my sister be
She went to the saloon without me
kalau dah nmpk aku tgah tidur kejutkanlah
Asallah ko pandai sgt
And when i called her just now she was alreadi rebonding her hair
bingit sak!
Abeh mak aku pun lagi satu kedekut
Untuk b'day aku pun susah nak kluarkan
Bila abg aku nyer b'day sangup kluarkan sampai $300
Ni tak sampai $100 kena kluarkan dah bising
Wadeva lah eh
I fell like screaming sia
And i feel the urge to kill ppl
See dis is wat happens if i get really mad

slamat hari raya haji

2005-01-21T07:05:00.000-08:00

My dad just came back from bali yesterday
And he bought a bunch of chocolates which were oh-so-nice
Neways today went to my aunt's house because of the raya thingy
I ate alot because i was seriuzly hungry
No wonder my stomach are growin these days...hehe
And guess wat???
I discovered something
My cousin who is only in pri 3 and is a MALE-i shld emphasise on dat is also a big fan of blue
I mean how great is dat
He has a lot more blue cd's than i do
So we watch the one love concert there
I was stuck to the bloody television
And lee was soooooo freakin cute
the way he dance omg i felt like screamin there
But because of the guest, i have to control my excitement
Afta dat went to the sushi restaurant at tampines mall
It was my first time eatin dere but seriuzly it was cool
Wif the sushi and alll
Den went kitchen shoppin at ntuc den went home
So tomorrow maybe im goin for rebonding wif my sis
And ppl its like onli 5 days till i turn 15
nvm i mean like who cares rite
K lah laters
I VOTE FOR WORLD PEACE!
(neways im promoting world peace dats y i keep on sayin dat phrase..hehe)

i vote for world peace

2005-01-18T03:48:00.000-08:00

Today school was great
I finally did pay attention during chemistry
Thanxs to the sitting position
So after school me and ira went to firi's house to finish up our home econ project
And my stomach realli hurts because we were laughingx100000
All about firi's brother
hahahaha no offence ah fir
tapi yg joke korang buat tu klaka nak mam sak
ok so im freakin lazy to update further
So till here,
I VOTE FOR WORLD PEACE!!!!

sick...

2005-01-15T01:10:00.000-08:00

Have not been feelin well lately
My throat just hurts a lot
Maybe because of dat bloddy rehearsal which made me shout my lungs out
Just to get the note rite
And look how i end up
I think im comin down wif a fever
Just hope dat i'll be well enough to go for the bazaar cum concert tomorrow
Enough said
So yesterday was great
Had the hari raya haji concert
Da dikir barat was the best
A veri funny one in fact
Me and ira were just lauging our heads off
Afta dat went to ira's house
Watch 40 days and 40 nite
Totally AWESOME!!!
in a yucky way
Neva seen anythin like dat
It was worst den the guru
Den we *cough cough* i mean firi and ira cook smth up
Hotdog and kachang pool to be exact
Reached home at abt 7.30
Luckily mu dad didn't scold me
Thanxs to the new computer which he was glued to
Rite now dere's smth on my mind
Can somebody let him noe dat im deeply in love wif him
I just can't seem to get him off my mind

Eh2 si bernard tu eh!!!

2005-01-12T03:57:00.000-08:00

So dere will be no chemistry tomorrow
Yeahness!!
Today was indeed a bad day
Was accused by bernard dat ira me and firi smoke
Im like wad da hell
Where does he get all tis information
Seboleh hembus jek si dektu
I said to him like a thousand times dat i didn't smoke but he still insist dat i did smoke
Apa2 lah bernard asalkan ko bahagia sua
Den he called my mum
Padan muka ko setan kena maki ngan mak aku
I guess its just my luck dat my mum was on my side
Ok so today we onli got malay homework
Thank god!
And yah i almost forgot
Ive changed the song
Lovers and friends by usher
A veri nice song indeed
And da best thing is dat dun have the video sesat anymore hehe..
Ok laters ppl^

Im goin nuts!!

2005-01-10T05:03:00.000-08:00

Ok first and foremost da bloody home econ research is drivin me nuts
Me and ira have been doin it since 3 in da AFTERNOON until now and we're still not done yet
Well just have to try to finish it by tomorrow
So how was ur day today syaz??
TERRIBLE
During chem lesson,
I was unluckily chosen to answer one of her question which i did not noe the answer to
And dat Ma'am was like ur gonna remain standing up if nobody gives me the answer and thank god ridhuan saved my life
Worst still i spend like 1 hr to decorate my bloody journal and wat does the teacher says
I dun want u guys to decorate ur journals wif celebrities pictures
And now i have to redo it all over again
I haven't even touched any of my hw yet thanxs to dat freakin home econ research
So neways ira went to my house today and we bought mee maggi tom yam
We put in a lot and i mean a LOT of chillie + chillie padi
Me and ira were burning
The hotness
UNBEARABLE!!!
In da end we did not finish eating
Tu lah nak step terror kan makan pedas2
Ok for now i gtg
Gotta finish all my bloody hw!!

True

2005-01-09T02:44:00.000-08:00

Ok i simple love dis song
True by ryan cabrera
Apart from the fact dat he's hot
His voice is so goody2
And da way he plays his guitar
*syazzy melts*
I guess i have the same thing in common wif ira
We both have a soft spot for guys who plays guitar
One thing though the video mcm sesat gitu
I tried puttin it somewhere else over and over again
But if all fails u guys just have to bare wif it for now
Neways thanxs dee for the help
Ok so now im still not done wif hw yet
Haven't even started on my home econ which have to be hand in on tues
And we got like 10 slides to do
God teachers give us a break will ya!
Guess i just have to bare wif it since dis is gonna be a tough yr
Sha and syaz have ms farah as their form teacher
I miss her a lot
She always make the lesson so fun
Unlike dat ma'am
Makes me hate chem even more
We're gonna suffer wif her for one yr or maybe two
Oh pls god forbid!
I gotta get started on my home econ
So for now i gotta dissapear

2005-01-08T09:42:00.000-08:00

Ive changed the template again
Kind of simple actualli
Didn't take me dat long
I just need some songs but i dunoe how to put it inside
So if dere is still any kind human being in dis world plz help me!

school's back

2005-01-08T07:10:00.000-08:00

So ive not been updatin for weeks
Just feel like scrapping off this freakin blog coz its so tideous
and da everlasting lazyness in me
Schools back again
The fact dat i have to wake up at 6 is makin me hate school all over again
And worst my class have to put up wif our chem teacher
Who INSIST on us callin her ma'am
But apart from dat the rest of da teachers are fine
Im startin to miss my sec 2 life
I miss the teachers terribly
And the-might-be-suprisin 2h
Eventhough the boys piss me off
Mt lesson was a whole new environment
Wif the sec 3 stayback
It just felt so weird at times
And the freakin irratating stayback boys from 3i
I just felt like kickin dem in da butt
Esp dis one guy who keeps on givin comments on fat ppl
Well ur not betta urself aren't u!
I guess the sec 1s are ok.. looks friendly to me
And fir stop makin me feel jealous abt ur NEW HARD COLLAR UNIFORM
Im gonna buy dat soon okayyyy
I got a bunch of homeworks to do but still haven't started yet
Got dat home econ presentation to come up wif
One turning point for me though is dat im startin to like maths
Even though he makes jokes which doens't make anyone laugh
He's realli gd at makin me liking maths
And im gonna miss my co form teacher
You may find me weird but i simply LURVE the way u sound
Its the first week of school and ive alreadi been late for school once
Courtesy of my USELESS alarm clock...thanxs a lot ya
And to dat freakin girl
Whose tryin veri hard to steal dat guy
U have ur own so buzz off will ya
I dun wanna brag about it
This post is gettin too long
Im gonna end here

At last im done

2004-12-21T20:09:00.000-08:00

So at last im done wif my template
Onli left wif the music and tag board
Kindda simple actualli
So later goin out wif firi and ira
Gonna catch a movie
Conform kecoh punyer
And also christmas is comin
Which means school is opening soon
Arghh!!Just hate school
But i do miss school though
Except for the part where i have to wake up early and go thru maths lesson
Still haven't buy all the school stuff
The holidays just seem to end sooo fast
Ok lah ppl
Toodles~

esplanade

2004-12-21T07:14:00.000-08:00

Its been weeks since i went out wif firi
So today finally managed to go out wif her
Met her at prime to take her new pair of specs
Skali paiseh padahal kena ambik besok hahah
Den called ira told her wanted to come over but in da end tak jadi
So we were like sitting at da interchange wonderin where to go nxt
Firi suggest to go to esplanade
Sampai kat saner jek mak oi
Got a grp of ppl singing maklumlah christmas kan nak dtg
But seriuzly dorang nyer suara..nenek aku nyanyi lagi sedap
So we sat at one place
Saw couples makin out hahahaha
The environment wasss so quiet but the moment we stepped in jek kecok seh
We talked bout the usual stuff u noe...the crappy stufff and the weird stuff
Den went to the merlion waterfall nyer tempat
As usual we laugh like hell
Sampai sakit perut aku
Den headed home
It was alreadi 9 by den
Reached home ard 10 i think
So tomollow maybe goin out wif firi and ira
Long time neva go out in threesome
So peace out

My nanny is sick....

2004-12-18T07:23:00.000-08:00

So my grandma is sick.She's staying over for a few days.
Probably u have guessed dat im suck again in dis house
As u can see iv changed my template
I dunnoe who da hell went into my account and erased off parts of my template
so i was thinking wad da heck might as well change the template
Watch wat a girl wants just now and it sure was sad....Sobx....Sobx
And guys u noe wat
Im not bein mean or anything but dis just came to my mind
Dis just bothers me alot
How da hell do girls much uglier den me (no offence)can easily get a boyfriend
While i find it hard to get one
Can anybody answer me??????
kk so tomorrow probably as u guessed im stuck at home again
Can like anybody go out wif me plxzzz
these few days dat im stuck at home i feel the urge to kill ppl
Strage huh???
I think im goin insane
And tha weird thing is im bein soo nice to my family
Wateva they want me to do i'll just do it without hesitation
And i dun even noe y??
Neways congrats to all the ppl who passed their n level
kk emergency i gtg

boring!!!!!

2004-12-17T08:07:00.000-08:00

The holidays are sooo freakin boring
i've been stucked at dis freaking house for three freakin days
no one wants to go out wif me coz they are so bz wif their freakin lifes
and now i think im goin insane
guess dats becoz ive spent tooo much time in dis freakin house

llalalalala

2004-11-26T06:54:00.000-08:00

Its been weeks
Nah i dun think so
Its been months since i've last updated
Im just so freakin lazy
wakakaka
So today went out shoppin wif firi
Went to bugis and look ard
It was realli weird coz ppl were like lookin at us and we were like urmm urmmm
Skali terserempak ngan si asyraf
Ngok kita mcm bleh makan gitu
Then watch movie The Incredibles
Kita masuk jek bising sak
Baru dua org dah kecoh
We were like laughing laughing laughing
Den went back to tampines
It was alreadi 8+
Den went to this fashion
bought a skirt and a so called 2 in 1 pants
Den we went back
Reached home then nabil called sy wanna come over
dorang peh 13 padahal 4 sak haiyoh
Abeh dorang balik
And now im so tired
Went out this whole week seh
Tak duduk kat umah terus
Singapore idol finals is on wed
Me and firi badly wan the tix
So if anyone got the tix....plzzzz im beggin you give it to us

Slumber party

2004-11-09T23:43:00.000-08:00

Slept over mas house yesterday wif ainul
Went over to her house after buka
Met ainul at her bus stop then went to prime
Bought dat revlon dye and den got a free lipstick
And trust me u won't like it cos it looks like makcik2 nyer type
Dyed our hair at mas house and also watch who wants to marry my dad
His son is so fuckin hot hot hot!!!
Waited for about half an hour den we washed our hair
By then it was already 12+
Went to cheers bought some snacks coz we were sooo hungry
Den we sit at this block and attack all the makanan
Ainul called her fren over
He blanja us so many things sampai kenyang perut aku
So dat was like our sahur lah hahaha...
Back to mas house again
We talked bout many stuffs
Talked bout life,religion,boys,future,skool life and frens
Felt like cryin at some point coz just really pity mas and her prob
Trust me she does have a lot of probs
I mean she's onli 14 and she and her sister are supportin the family
Dat just makes me realise how lucky i am to have parents dat care for me soo much
I just want to reach out to dat someone
Just consider urself lucky dat u have both parents who cares for u aite..
We did a lot of talkin until we didn't realise it was alreadi 5+.
Got to sleep
The next day which is today got up at ard 10+
Bath,changed to my clothes den went home
Soooo....today my family is gonna buka luar at dunnoe wat hotel ah le meriden or smth
Kind of happy coz we rarely go out together as a family
So for now~toodles

depressed....

2004-11-07T06:50:00.000-08:00

I feel so torn apart
As if the world is totally shut
It was so sudden
Please dun let it happen
All my life they were the one whom i look up to
When they're happy,im happy
When they're sad,im sad
Can i cry out loud?
Can i scream my heart out?
Why do they have to walk away?
Why can't they just stay?
I'll try to move on
Useless it may be
Cause my heart is already torn
~SyAzZy dEprEsSed

orchard again..

2004-11-06T08:33:00.000-08:00

On thursday went to town again
Met firi at interchange
She was a lil bit late
So i went to guardian for awhile to check out the dyes
Then fir called
Rushed Back to the phone booth
Went back to the mrt
Then alicia called
Met her at heeren to pay for the fees
So ladies and gentlement
Me Firi and Ira have officially join the ZodiacLadies Club
Not many malay gals get the opportunity
So after that me and firi just walk around
Firi bought this pink watch and this lovely pairs of dangling ear rings
Walk thru the underground tunnel
So as we walk, walk, walk
This lady approached us
"excuse me we are lookin for young new faces to appear inmagazines.May i noe how old are both of you"
"hmmm we're 14"
"oops too young lah..nvm thanxs"
Crap we lost the chance to appear on magazine
Me and firi we like complaning bout it all the way
"kalau tau ckp umur kita 16 sak tadi..Dpt masuk magazine tau nanti gaji pun mesti byk"
So bla bla bla we were thinkin negatively
Then went to tm
Look ard for awhile then headed for the interchange then went home
Now im sooo fuckin depressed
Got to noe dat blue are realli breakin up
U guys shld realli listen to their last single ever which is curtain falls
And also watch the video
Realli meaningful one..its bout their life and how they managed to become who they are now
Just read the lyrics ok
I realli cried earlier
My grandma was like
"eh asal ko nangis.Saper kacau ko???"
Its realli hurtful u noe
Its like ur ultimate one and only band dat u adore are breakin up
They were the reason i started singing
They were like the people whom i look up to in terms of makin it in this music industry
They were the reason why i want to become a singer when i grow up
Now i wanna cry again.....

........

2004-11-01T06:59:00.000-08:00

Life is never a hapy ending
But i try to stay strong
Inmatured sometimes i can be
Impossible for me to feel free
Blessed wif so much love
But sometimes i just feel so insecure
Maybe im just not satisfied wif life
I appreciate wad god has given me
The urge is still strong
I really want to carry on
Sadly opportunity still haven't arrived
Im just waitin for the right time to slide by
~SyAzZy

My skin is like a map, where my heart has been And I can't hide the marks, but it's not a negative thing So I lay down my guard, drop my defenses, down by my clothes I'm learning to fall, with no safety net, to cushion the blow I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me Underneath I bruise easily.I found your finger prints on a glass of wine Do your know ur leaving them all over this heart of mine too If I never take this leap of faith I'll never know So I'm learining to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow I bruise easily, so be gentle when you hande me There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me Underneath I bruise easily.Anyone who, can touch you, can hurt you, or heal you Anyone who, can reach you, can love you, or leave you.So be gentle........

I lost

2004-10-29T08:31:00.000-07:00

Yeah so i lost the Dunman idol...kindda sad actualli.ell nvm still got nxt year.I just wanna say thank you soooooo much for those of u who supported me esp my class 2h.Ira fir diyana athirah namirah zubaidah aziya elna and the malay guys and also the rest...also not forgettin the 2i boys and also faezah and her gang.The atmosphere was just incredible.It was the best experience ever..Its the end of skool and yes i have to say this year has been the best year ever.Wif the blue concert and all..the dunman idol man this yr has been the greatest ever.Went thru a lot of pain though but happiness stillls beats it hahaha.Got my results and it was ok lah just pity arun and syafiq.So tomorrow im goin shoppin wif ira and fir.Its gonna be great and bfore i forget i also wanna thank my teachers esp miss farah and that malay teacher who was in charge of dunman idol for supporting me..waaaa mcm aku menang grammy award gitu kena thank byk org hahha.Also to my family and everyone lah who supported me.THANXS GUYS SOOOO MUCH!!!!!!REALLI APPREACIATE IT....also congrats dino for winning the dunman idol and als to the rest of the contestants...see u guys next yr.

??????

2004-10-23T01:58:00.000-07:00

A lot has been happenin lately...i meant bout our freindship.Dee decided to go her own way which is left wif the three of us.Dee this a msg for you.I undertand that even though ur no longer wif us... u still treat us as ur frens BUT wat i dun get it y do u wanna run away from us.After all that we have done for you, u just wanna leave us just like that.We gave u smiles,love almost everything.We shared our problems together and now suddenly u just wanna leave us like that.Even if u do not have peace in ur family but we would always try to make u happy.We understand ur problems at home and tat is why we always like to make jokes to cheer u up.We shared sooo much in this friendship i dun think walkin away is the best answer.You have to understand our feelings too.We are not a piece of junk which u can just throw whenever u like.We felt hurt and deceived because of wat u did to us.Wat about all those stuff u wrote at my testi.All the shit u wrote bout neva wanting to leave me because u feel to happy when ur wif me..R those just lies.Like fir said "werds are werds".Now i get wat she meant.Listen dee ur actions hurt a lot of people.Ur just bein self centred..if u weren't u wouldn't leave us just like that.For that..i would neva forgive you.Get that in ur head..neva in my wildest dreams would i eva leave u guys but it just seem so easy for you isn't it???Im so fuckin pissed rite now but dee i do respect ur decision.If eva we would get back together..it wouldn't be the same like before.Wat u did to us is always remembered in my head.Ur not part of us..u left us after all we did for u.Think about wat i said dee..Think really hard and reflect on wat u did to us.

hahahahhaha...

2004-10-17T19:07:00.000-07:00

Ok so many ppl been complaining that i rarely update my blog wkakaka..so sori.So now im at firi's house wif the rest of the idiots hahah u noe who rite..wif two more extra monkeys which is zubaidah and namirah.They wanna do some research on art.Lets start it off wif saturday.WEnt out wif namirah ti find that seluar that i desperately want but then dun have.Onli have the 3/4 one.So we stand at the mrt station for about a few minutes thinking if we shld go to tampines or not.I felt like a idiot standing there hahaha...In the end we decided to go to afghanistan.Then unluckily met my parents and my sis there.Bought that strawberry dade(is that how u spell it??).My mum blanje namirah also then after that went home.My father send namirah home....so in the end it was alreadi buka.Eat hmmm forgot ah wat i ate hehee...On sunday just stayed at home and play computer.So bored seriuzly felt like goin out.Then buka i ate ikan bakar------yummy i simply lurve it.Sampai tambah nasi dua kali.Aku yg habiskan ikan tu hahahah biasalah syaz.Today went to school per normal.Had our listening compre which just lasted for 30 minutes but we had to wait another 15 minutes because it was supposed to end at 8.45......Then went to fir house straight.Namirah straightened her hair---awww so lawa man...Rite now dee and ira are playin the play station.Bleh roboh sak rumah hahah..Fir just entertaining them.For me im j ust playin the comp.Toodles~

Sori!!!!

2004-10-14T04:12:00.000-07:00

Sori guys for not writin in...my comp has been makin so much trouble that i can't even visit my webbie.Well drop that topic.Exams are gonna be over soon and for the first time i think i studied bleh tahan ah daripada dulu aku atk blajar terus.Ok till now im pretty upset bout wat maczy said to me.Listen girl u dun have to look down on me like that.I noe ur much cleverer than me but u dun have to bet on it rite.Wat u said bout the bettin thing just piss me off.Neways still mad at supa for not turning up just now...waited for about 1 hr haizz...So now still worried bout wat my results are gonna be like.Tomorrow is my home econ paper but still haven't revise yet.Now its like left about a few weeks more before our shopping day woohoo can't wait.We're gonna shop like hell.Currently tuning in to never say goodbye by jojo~lovely song.Im buying her album when it comes out in stores.So tomorrow is fastin day.It seems so fast but the best thing is it means hari raya is comin yipee!K lah ppl im outz....

wehehehehe...

2004-10-05T03:22:00.000-07:00

My apologies for not writin in for so long.Sat went to IMM in jurong wif my aunt,bro and his friend.My cousin was in the manja competition..i have to say she did a splendid performance and her singing was like pro seriuzly wif those face expression..it was just excellent.That land her in the first place..i was realli happy for her..Congrats sarah!!!So on sunday my family went out to eat at sakura in simei..we were celebratin my dad's b'day..the food was yummy and the mee goreng was simply marvellous.I neva had a mee goreng that delicious before so guys u shld try it aite..After eatin my dad started talkin bout my future hahha so the same old thing he wants me to be a golfer..my mum knew how much i hated golf and how much i wanted to be a singer..my dad always went out sayin "if u take golf i'll support you but if u take singin i won't" i just kept quiet my eyes were red at that time i felt like cryin.I mean like what kind of parents dun support u in what u wish to be..my dad just wants be to be what he wants me to be not what i myself want me to be..well just dropped that topic.So monday as usual back to skool...that day was my worst day eva..i had two severe scoldings but thats life rite..but i was lucky somehow cos we got our eng papers back------that fast huh!So the teacher told who was the highest in class which was always wee lun..so the second highest while waitin for the name i kept on holdin ira and fir's hand..i was prayin at the same time to get good marks..then the teacher announced "the second highest is syazana" oh my god i felt so relieved at that time and veri happy..ira fir and dee were veri happy for me..thanxs guys for all the support and guidance u gave to me when i felt like givin up.So today,tuesday that is all the three gundus went to my house-----u noe who im referin to rite???We cooked 5 packets of maggi hahah..then watched scary movie3 and laugh our heads out..it was damn funny.So now me and ira have made a drastic decision which is to quit the whole hip hop scene cos we felt like we were cheatin ourselves like i mean we are not those hip hop chicks..we are just plain,simple girls..so now im out of all the crews i joined..sori guys for me bein fickled minded..im goin back to bein my old self again..toodles~

So FucK uP WiF thIs LifE...

2004-09-26T03:50:00.000-07:00

Baby wont' u just smile for me...that was wat my mum said to me yesterday...hahahha..i've been so quiet lately after the blue concert..and i dunnoe why...i've been keepin to myself these few days...the memory of the blue thingy makes me feel this way..arghh come on syaz ur not gonna get lee...berangan jek lah aku ni...haizz...so upon readin ryqa's post she said about quittin skool...i can understand why..the pressure the skool give us is unbearable..i even thought of quittin skool if onli my parents could understand me..and if i get to quit skool i am not gonna waste my life like that..i alreadi plan about my future and i gotta start early...my close frens surely noe bout wat i wanna be when i grow up..i gotta get to london man haizz...just before my mum left just now i said smth to her and her reply was..."eh boleh bebual aku ingatkan ko tak leh berbual...dari hari tu asik diam jek" hahaha u see i dunnoe why i've been actin like this lately..can someone plzz cure me????currently tuning to smile by marques houston its a lovely song seriuzly this song just reflect wat im feelin rite now..I WANNA GO TO LONDON!!!!!

Blue Concert

2004-09-25T01:51:00.000-07:00

The blue concert was realli realli realli and i mean REALLI REALLI REALLI AWESOME!!!!lee ryan was soooooooo cute...finally i managed to see them live oh my god it was just sooo exciting..so the day started off when fir followed me back to my house to change then after that went to her house then do the make up thingy hehe..then had our lunch at mcdonalds then straight away went to kallang..waited for the bus 11 to came and when it finally did..it just left us and didn't stop at the bus stop haiyoh stupid bus...so me and fir thought of just walkin there when two ladies came to us and sais "excuse me are you goin to the inddo stadium..." so we said yes...then they offered to share a cab wif us hahhaah so we said ok...after that she said we dun need to pay for the ride hahahha..bagus ah haha free taxi ride wakakakka...then me and firi were so excited just can't wait for the concert to start...so while waiting we took some pictures outside..then saw zubaidah and her sis so took pictures wif them also..after then they finally let us in wohooo that part was soo exciting....bought some drinks and went to toilet..by the time we were out of the toilet there was alreadi a lot of ppl...the gate then open to go inside the indoor stadium...derek mcdonald performed first because he was the opening guest...me and fir were so excited we shouted mcm org gila hahah..then after that me and firi went near the stage to take his picture upclose hahha..then we changed our sit nearer to the stage wakakaka....then finally blue came out oh my god i was just tooo excited..i screamed like hell seriuzly the feeling was just so exciting hahah they perform realli well and they sounded perfect live...me and fir took a lot of their pictures hahhaha and lee was sooooo cute oh my god bleh cair aku ngok dia...AND GUYS THE BEST PART WAS.....i gotta tell u this....ok so our row we were the onli one standing haha pathetic rite but who cares hahaha then LEE faced us so i was too excited and wave at him so did firi and zubaidah then he waved back that but then i didn't noe he was waving at us until i jumped while waving at him because i was extremely excited then he did the same back to us oh my god..he jumped and wave at us because he saw us jumpin i felt like cryin he waved wif both of his hands and jump while waving at us oh my god that lasted bout 30 seconds hahah...he was soo cute oh my god that part was the most memorable one...like come on guys LEE RYAN WAVED AT US!!!!then we followed them sing diff songs haha i shout at the top of my voice after the concert ended me and firi were just speechless..we didn't want it to end we want to see more of blue esp lee ryan...it was just sad that it had to end haizzz...firi and me took the mrt then firi dropped of at bedok and i dropped of at simei so i walked veri slowly because the memory of him waving at us was still in my head ...i wish i could meet him face to face..when i reached home i just termenung haha till my bro said "eh ko gila eh asik termenung jek dari tadi" then i just continued termenung hahah..so the nxt blue concert me and firi are gonna buy the front row tix i dun care we gotta buy the front row tix no matter how expensive it will be..till now the thought of that blue thingy is still in my head..I WANNA SEE LEE RYAN AGAIN!!!! haizzz...

New Template..yeah!!!

2004-09-22T20:11:00.000-07:00

At last i managed to changed my template on my own weheee :] hope u guys like it hehehe still searchin for the rite song hahah and neways if u noticed below i put up the song lyrics of blue's new song which is gift..its a really nice song..i'll try to put the song inside my webbie if i can then u can sing along wif the lyrics hahhaa...so guys 2 more days yeah@!!! u noe wat im referin to rite hehe...neways fir i noe its a bit late but i want to take thos oppurtunity to wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!i will blanja u on that blue concert itself k so dun worry...May all ur wishes and dreams come true aite hehhe...so thats about it aite...i gotta bounce!!!!!hehehe

GhoSt SerAm sAk!!

2004-09-19T02:14:00.000-07:00

So yesterday was a fun day in fact....met up wif elnah followed by diyana and fir.We're gonna catch a movie which is ghost...so went straight to century square but because of the timing we decided to watch at tampines mall....so bought the tix and elnah thanxs for the top up money hehe...while waiting for the movie to start we browse through some ringtones bleh tahan ah hehe...then suddenly "ahhhhh!!!" my water fell on the floor mak oi malu sak org semua ngok haiyoh...so elnah had to buy another cup of water so sori elnah..and they also bought 8 cheese hotdogs yummy yummy...so when the movie start it was realli scary..me fir and elnah asik terpekik jek kuat pulak tu ahahahha its all because of thet stupid ghost who keep appearin abeh bila apear kat depan2 pulak tu haiyoh...we also tried to take pictures of the ghost hahah mcm bdk bodoh sak haha...overall i'll give it a rating of 7/10 because i did not really understand the ending part...gonna catch yamakasi next hehe..so after that took 21 to go to athirah's chalet...it was oklah when we first came tak byk org ah makanan pun takde sak...so we just jln2 ard there and took pictures of ourselves hahhaa...after went back to her place and by that time there were a lot of ppl..so we ate ate and ate....accept elnah and diyana nak step diet haha...aku ngan fir sental semua makanan hahaha...after that diyana went back and me firi and elnah went to tm pasal aku nak melepas hahha..after that went straight home...aku masih tak puas hati pasal tak dpt makan athirah nyer cake haiyoh dodol betul...Can't wait for the blue's concert its just 5 more days oh my god im gonna cry when i see them....

wohooo we did it!!!!

2004-09-14T03:13:00.000-07:00

Didn't go to school today wakakaka i overslept so took the opportunity to skip skool hahahha...my parents left for malaysia today and they'll be comin back on thursday wohooo enjoy ah aper lagi hahaha...so met fir and dee after skool at the interchange to buy shades hehe...all of us bought one wohoo semua lawa2 hahahha...kk after went to afghanistan to buy nasi lemak then went to my house..aper lagi cekik ah kita makan hahahha abeh we did our recording hahahha oh my god so many obstacles man kena redo la abeh need to decide wo to sing which part haha but it turn out great...we did a remix of burn and change the lyrics a bit and it was so exciting hahhaa kita mcm kat recording studio gitu hahaha..so it turn out great and we all sound ok lah hahahah im gonna put the song in my webbie soon so stay tune to hear our veri own song sang by us hahah...we gonna do another song soon maybe reply back to that heran tak heran nyer lagu....we're also gonna do one seriuz song to give to some recording studios hahhaha soon lah hahah harap2 dpt jadi popular hahha...insyallah..so on sat we're gona turun pasir ris ader chalet pasal athirah nyer b'day so thats it weheee....WE DID IT YEAH!!!!

Im depressed!!!!

2004-09-11T08:30:00.000-07:00

Who am i kiddin wif...im just wastin my bloody time..wats goin on man i mean like wats the point of havin love when all u get is heartbroken in the end...i hate my life rite now..its soo useless ..i just can't express my feelings coz its all cramped inside my heart and i feel like cryin..and upon reading syazwani's post i mean she's totally rite..the testimonials are all bullshit...they just write gd stuff bout you but dun meant it cos they just want to make you feel good..i myself think that i dun have the looks but ppl talkin bout how pretty i am is just crap u get me CRAP!!!i noe where i stand...god i just wanna pack my bag and go to america..deedee lets pack our bag singapore just doesn't seem rite for me...i'll go on forever but its just gonna make me feel horrible...

Vma RawKs!!!

2004-09-11T04:02:00.001-07:00

Stayed at home the whole day..managed to catch the vma's and it was realli amazing i mean seriuzly they enter the red carpet with their own yatch oh my god damn those bloody rich idiots hahhahah...i realli lurve usher's performance coz it was splendid...esp the part where he was singing confessions and then he broke the mirror which lead to his another well known song which was yeah...he won two awards which was best male and best dance video..wohoooo...and props to beyonce for winning the best female.I also enjoyed nelly and christina performance...didn't noe that nelly could play the piano and the most funny thing is that nelly keeps on watchin christina's booty all the time when he was singing hahahha...alicia keys also did a splendid performance wif stevie wonder and lenny kravitz as the surprise guests and she also won the best rnb video...so congrats to all the winners and to all the losers try again nxt yr aite hahah....now i wanna be geese!!!

GYm Wif mA fAtheR

2004-09-09T03:21:00.000-07:00

Woke Up early today..my father brought me to his gym...private one wif the swimming pool,sauna and lots more..When i reach there i went straight to the girls room to put my stuff in the locker.Started out wif some simple warm up exercise..i was blur for awhile but then just followed my father.After that i went for the treadmill for about 10 minutes and it was better than the one in tamp cos its automatic and let u noe when its time to cool down so i guess that was cool..hahha..after that tried the stomach exercise thingy..its for those who wants six pack hahah and for all you babat to vanish hehe..i did that for about 60 times and by then my stomach alreadi hurts...after that i did the leg execise..it kinds of widen up your below haha if u noe wat i mean but in a gd way hehe..then did the hand exercise and till now my hands hurts real badly..after that i changed to my swimming costume...i swam 10 laps how bout that..its kind of tiring though then went home straight..it was a fun day infact since i rarely go out wif my father...heheh...so thats about it..and ppl 15 more days to blue's concert weheee!!!

my day out wif lyra

2004-09-07T06:56:00.000-07:00

Went out with deedee just now.I was already very late abeh bila nak gi bus stop my selipar tertanggal mak oi sedih sak...den no choice have to patah balik to my house haizzz....then met deedee at interchange wif her adik fauzi aww so cute hehe..then went to this fashion ...after that went to eastpoint nyer this fashion nak carik shades skali dah habis ler haiyoh menyusahkan jek..abeh jumpa 3makrep mak oi...tu pompuan dah lah kulit gelap abeh pakai make up peh tebal haiyoh...mcm bardot circus pun ader ah hahaha just forget bout those stupid bardots....then went to kfc dee blanja me cheese fries thanx a lot dee hehe..then took 38 and thats the end of story ahackz...

yesh!!!!!!

2004-09-06T04:28:00.000-07:00

I got the blue tickets yesh and i will say it again i got the blue tickets!!!!!Oh my god im just so excited can't wait for the actual thing to happen....the moment i got those tickets i was just soo speechless...i was just so excited and i mean damn xcited.Me and firi were just speechless and we didn't believe we got those tickets...though we went through a lot of trouble to get those tickets its all worth it...so the concert is on 24 september...and me and firi are counting down to that final moment.I dunnoe how i am gonna react when i see lee ryan in real live...its LEE RYAN forgodness sake i think im gonna cry or faint hahahha...Its just too bad that ira can't tag along coz of some problems.No matter what me and fir gonna have a hell of a good time there....But till now im still crossing my fingers for blue not to cancel their concert...Gosh i dunoe wat to say anymore...i'll update later aite.Peace out~klyna

Im Back!!!!!

2004-09-04T07:31:00.000-07:00

Holla ppl its been a ling time since i've last updated haha sorry bout that..well i've changed the template with the help of lyra of course haha thanxs a lot dee...i hope u like it coz its not that nice tehee:]well ppl good news i've managed to join lowdown family wif the help of froxy thanxs ya..but not conform i think...tomoolow is gonna be an exciting day for me coz me firi and ira are gonna buy the blue ticket..can't wait for that to happen.The moment i get my hands on that ticket im gonna scream like hell..We plan to wear glamorously wakakaka mcm suparstar gituk heheheh...with the shades and all that so its gonna be very exciting...i'll update later aight and dun mind yar the pics below are in a mess im gonna fix that soon..Peace~klyna

MeEt mA cUzZy For The fIrsT TimE....

2004-08-19T04:30:00.000-07:00

So lets start off wif yesterday.Went to the airport at around 8+ coz wanted to send my cuzzy back to LONDON!!!!Its london oh my god...my dream home im so jealouz man.So it was the first time i met my cuzzy because they had been livin there since they were born and they were here for 4weeks on a holiday.Reach at the airport i felt kindda weird hahahahha dunnoe y.Then salam my pakcik and makcik.I went blur for a while becos i dunnoe which one is my pakcik and makcik hahahha how lame is that.Skali saw my cuzzins..three of them mak oiiii the laki bleh tahan ah hensem then the pompuan seriuzly jambu gila...muka mcm mat salleh jealouz man.So that guy talk to me in sleng"so u r my cousin in singapore,this is the first time im meetin you...wats ur name?".....i went like"syazana but u can call me shasha"hahahhha the sleng power man.Then they went offf so my makcik said"keep in touch ya" and i went smilling all the way.**nguak**nguak** so sad they went off haizz wish i could spent a little more time wif them since i dun even noe them at all.Skali ma sis comment on my makcik.She whisper to me"eh sial ah makcik kita mcm penguin sak""" i laugh sampai sakit perut aku wakakakaka!!!!After that went to swensen to eat.I ate breaded chicken meniure and it was simply delicious.I had my mushroom soup and chocolate chip ice cream>>>>>>damn delicious man.The total cost was about 90+ huyooo mahal sak kesian bapak aku hahahaha.So we went straight home and tidur.......Today same old thing ~kuah kuah kuah ~kena stay back after skool cos our class was making a lot of noise during eng period so i stayed back.After that was suppose to go for the break thingy but then rasa mcm malas gitu so fir and dee jek yg gi.Me balik ngan insyeerah and all the way,i was reading this magazine and it was so interesting hahahhaha....sampai sakit kepala aku tunduk..So now we got this fight thingy goin on wif elnah....im not on anyone's side....SO HEAR THAT OUT GUYS!!!I just want peace no war......I got no comment for anything cos i luv both of u guys equally the same.....

Im In lUrvE!!!!!

2004-08-16T07:24:00.000-07:00

Holla ppl!!!ok so nth much happen today.Went to skool as usual and we had a lil war wif the boys in class.Azhar and Syafiq that is...They are totally crap we were fighting bout hip hop, jiwang and rudies.AzhAr was like"hip hop sux" and i went"jiwang sux,mepek big time"hahaha but it was fun.Then azhar said smth bout money then i said"aler kalau takde duit pompuan maner nak ko"then ira and me laugh wakakakakakakka!!!Skali mrs neo came into our class wanna see all the malay girls."eh sial ah dee aper sak kita dah buat"Lupa-lupanya nak bebual pasal athirah haiyoh!!!So now im typin while fluffy is on my laps watchin as i type.hahahahha And GueSs wat??????GueSss WAt????I think i got a crush on someone....and its NOT SYERZAN!!!KeeP that in mind.Me and dee got a crush rite now!!huh when i told dee who was it she went"oh my god syaz,i thought u were always into matsalleh and susah nak have a crush on bdk mlayu.Neways gd choice"hahahaha i also dunnoe y i like him wakakakaka!!!!haiyoh wateva ah its just a crush jgn terlampau sudah hehe!!Klyna OUtz~

BorEdddd!!!!!

2004-08-15T03:21:00.000-07:00

Nth much to do today was suppose to go for the hip hop carnival but becoz of that stupid incident,i decided not to go.Yeah yesterday did went for the break thingy and it was so much fun.I fell a lot of times and now my body hurts....haha nvm still need tp practice harder.Talkin bout yesterday,i sort of had a fight wif syerzan.He's just pissin me off i wish i did not met him at all.He was like"i like you" and then i went"hahahahahhah dun be cos if u noe the real me u would not like me"then he said"nvm let me noe the real u"arghhh wad the hell.i kind of insult him cos i said"ur better off wif ira and trust me i would never,ever like you"hahahahaha i did say that on purpose so that he will realise how much i dun like him.Felt gd after saying that then i blocked him.Suhaidi was like "alah ko layankan je ah si dektu....biarkan dia ss"wakakakakkakakakakka

Long time no see

2004-08-13T03:59:00.000-07:00

Wookie so its been bout 1 week since i've updated.Sori kinda bz lately so i'll start wif tuesday....Was on the comp when my father called and he told me to go down so i did.I was like waiting for him for ard 5 minutes skali got this car and it was coming towards me.I was positive that it wasn't my dad's car coz i've seen his car before and i noe wat its like.I was like "eh sial ah asal ni kereta dtg kat aku sak"but then when it came nearer then i saw my father in it."whose car is that??why r u driving that car"....."baba nyer kereta barulah.u like it???".oh my god new car but i like it neways.Wednsday back to skool after the long holiday.I was pretty nervous actualli cos i gonna have an "audition"to see whether im qualified for the fuzion force crew but i did made my preparations.So the last period was malay and i was realli gettin nervous dunno wat my fate is.So to get it off my mind i keystyle wif diyana on a piece of paper.So this was wat i wrote to her because of our diff crew and how we did not want us to part.
Aww that is soo sweet deedee
If i become successful i'll give u part of my money
We could go shopping till we get sweaty
This is my word and i promise u would be my one and only
We could travel around the world and get really crappy
We can get some guys on the way and get a lil naughty
Thanxs dee u are the best and i hope our friendship will last till eternity
After i wrote to her that she cried,i was like"oh my god dee pls dun cry" i guess she was so touched by what i wrote to her...hahahaha well thats me.So after that went to ira house to get ready for the "audition" then met juff and syerzan at the entrance of the complex then we went to the tempat they practice.The moment i reach there i was so scared i keep on holdin ira's hand hahahhaa....then i freestyled in front of the whole crew and i was lookin down all the way after that they clapped...wohoooo luckily they liked it thank god...so now im conform to be in their crew....yesh!!!!!then went home....so on thursday told fir and deedee all bout it..then after skool went for the science remedial so while waiting for the teacher to arrived,fir and deedee taught me some breakdance and it was kindda fun.After that went for our cca have to count the number of survey punyelah byk sampai i got headache.Then guess wat we had a fight wif the sec3.So i decided to confront them we talk to them and god they r just soo lame asik tukar topic and the lamest thing ever was they said they were not refering to us and told us not to terasa.Oh my god it was soooooo obvious that they were refering to us so wateva lah eh u girls just make me yawned!!!So today in skool i made a drastic change i dun noe..I decided to quit fuzion force and join wild elementary instead.I just could not cope wif the pressure syerzan is givin me.Im a newbie and u already training me like i've been in the scene for so long god give me time man syerzan.I thought maybe if i just stick to breakdance if wouldn't be much pressure because breakdance is physical strength not mental...and thats my final decision~join wild elementary....So after skool,i went to the gym wif fir and deedee.Met them at the entrance.It was so much fun i was sweating a lot hmmm hope we could go there every friday.After that went to tampines stadium to try the breakdance but masih tak pass haizzz but im not gonna give uphahaha.Then went to kfc to eat haha murah nyer pasal ader coupon.Abis balik to my homie feelin so tired rite now my body is soo weak got a lot of bruises becoz of the break thingy but thats fine wif me cos i need to go all the way to be a good bgirl.Ok lah excited bout the practice tomollow soooo peace out!!!!!

LiFe Has NO pOinT!!!!

2004-08-08T07:52:00.000-07:00

Haizzzz yeah went for a swim just now wif two of my bestfren shahirah and ainul.We had fun and managed to catch up on things since we had not see each other for so long.Then went to burger king for lunch after that went to tm and century square to browse through some things for the hip hop thingy.They came to my house and watch the blue vcd did a bit of steps here and there.I went crazy for awhile for lee ryan cozzzz he's sooo cute.Haizzz kalau lah aku dpt dia(i noe blidz,lyra and maczy would be saying in ur dreams syaz right now)hehehehhee.Then played badminton wif my sis punyelah susah pasal angin huyoooo.Been feelin down lately.I dunnoe wassup wif me family is one thing.My dad totally change his opinion bout me.U noe wat dad if u dun treat me as ur daughter anymore i dun give a fuck about it.Life,future i dunnoe where im heading.Nobody understands me eventhough they will say they will try to understand.Nobody understands me better than myself.Fren is another problem i dunnoe wassup wif that girl.If she declares this as war and want us to treat her as our enemy i got nth to say.Ur just talkin shit u get me.I got enough probs to make my brain explode yet ur addin more problems.And to that aanis FUCK U!!!FUCK U!!!FUCK U!!!FUCK U!!!U shld be thankful that ur mom accept u as her son.I can't stand a minute being wif you!!!!I personally took this time out of my busy schedule to write this song that aanis.So aanis enjoy gettin embarrassed!!!

Give me the microphone
I'm gonna show this guy who won't even have a wife at home
Cos his size is the same as a mice
So roll the dice and show him how he ain't fit for this life
Busta ass nigga thats wat u are
You ain't got no fame but u think ur a star
Dissin my family is that the best you can do
Goin round tellin people how im disresectin you
I ain't tryin to convince you
Cos ur a motherfuckin fag that's how u shine through
I noe something about you
Ur think ur the 6th best emcee but ur not even in the scene fool
You embarrassed now
You think ur a gangster
Your name is aanis
And it sounds so gayish
Just can't get enough of your nick
Cos they are so damn weak
Bet you'll holla all ur cliques cos u ain't got no dick
Ur just motherfuckin sick
That's why u ain't got no chicks
Cos ur face is like a pig
I ain't got time for this shit
Tats y im gonna end this battle right here this minute
If u still wanna go on its fine wif me
But i won't entertain a guy whose as short as a pony
In outy and i won't care about you anymore jebroni
How you like me now puto..........

NdP.........Go ToWn lAgIk

2004-08-06T00:12:00.000-07:00

hahahahahah ya i noe long time never update.Wookie so today was fun earlier in the morning met maczy,blidz and lyra at the interchange though i was a lil bit late but luckily i managed to come in time to take the same bus as them.WenT to skool mak oiiiii gelak sak ader concert.K2 kids were performing for us and it was damn funny but they were really cute.Asyraf was really funny.He was joking wif me and maczy and said that kater kapal terbang nak dtg padahal burung sak.Gelak sehhh ketawa kekek.Then ali said something like "syaz merajuk"and i was like "huh".Its over and done wif and im not merajuk anymore for ur info ali!!!!So went home siap2 pasal nak gi town.Then met blidz and lyra at the interchange then left for town.It was not as fun kalau kita gi mlm.So i bought pink graffiti tee and blidz bought pink hip hop kind of graffiti tee too.After that went to century square for a while to see the jerseys at miz 29.Soooo after that went home.Got the time to talk to ainul at the phone.Tell her all bout my probs since she's my fren since pri skool.Let go all of my stress to her and she was givin me advice the same old thing she would do like before.Feel good after doing that.Tomollow nak gi gym tapi takde org nak teman....so sedihhhhhh.Takpelah ajak nenek aku pun jadi hehehehe.Oklah peace out!!!One love~

LepAk nGaN yAnI

2004-08-01T23:00:00.000-07:00

Woah!!!!JusT cAmE bAcK fRom CoffEe bEaN WiF yAnI.So lOnG nEvEr See Her So DecIdEd To jUsT lepAk WiF hEr fOr AwhIle.Met hEr At AfghAniStAn ThEn ToOk 38 To IntErchAnGE.BeLi hOt cHocOlAtE ThEn DuDuk sAtU SidE.We kEep On chAngIng PlacEs sAmpAi bIngIt AkU nGaN DiA.ThEn Gi sTaRbuCks fOr AwhIlE cOs yAnI wAntEd To sEe Her rOmEo hahahah.DamN hOt SiA tHat gUy So I cAbAr yAnI To mIntAk His nO bUt ThEn tAk jAdI wakakakaka.ThEn temAn yAnI gI Li kEk kAt bEngAwAn sOlO ThEn GoT OnE oF ThiS mAkcIk ThEre.i SAiD To yAnI"********** lah sial"Then ThAt mAkcIk Was lIkE"astaffirallahalazim"wakakakakak MalU sIAk mUkA.AFtEr thAt DuDuk kAt mAc FoR Awhile.ThEn ToOk 38 AnD WenT hOmE.TalK To LyrA bOut SmTh JusT nOw.bOtH oF Us R sOoooo ConfUsEd.ThoUghT jUst gO oUr SepArAtE WayS.HaiYoh Dah lAh I wAnnA wAtcH 8 milE.TATAAAA!!!!!

Gi ToWn GerEk!!!!!!!

2004-07-31T00:04:00.000-07:00

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At last

2004-07-30T06:32:00.000-07:00

Ok So At lAsT I gOt To cHangE mY tEmplAtE.WoAh SusAh bEtUl........NewAyS ThAnXs LyRa fOr CreAtInG thIs blOg fOr mE.Im gOnnA UpdAtE mOrE lAtEr....nOt mUcH tO sEE Hmmmm So PPl LinK mE uP Ok.

Test Je Lar

2004-07-29T05:12:00.000-07:00

nie lyradeedee ngh tets test tets syazklyna nye bloggy.. muhwakx